Time passes rapidly, and on 16 March 2022, I reach thirty. I am writing this letter only for me, so I do not desire to share it with other places. I want to write what I feel today, how looks like life at thirty. It reminders me I had many-many dreams, unfortunately, today I have nothing, even though I do not make sense.
Sometimes I want to catch the time which has passed, at this time, I just say, I did some mistakes, and it makes me feel thrilled because life is amazing with mistakes, is not it? Two years ago I got one letter from my beloved one, it remains in my locked social network, under the key. When I had received the letter, I was crying. The letter was written by someone who knew me deeply, he wrote his feeling smoothly. I just ask you? What do you feel if you receive such kind of the letter from your beloved one? I do not know your answer exactly, but I exactly know your attitude maybe look like mine.
The weather is cold and windy, I am pouring myself tea, I drink, think, and I feel I have hope and faith. My conscious mind flew away that day, these feelings, and sometimes my vivid memory does not allow me to think correctly.
Suddenly, one physiologist’s words are coming to my brain, she has said “all perceptions which you accept, everything is not relating for your current and former time. It relates to your future thoughts. Do not allow them to overwhelm your whole life.”
She takes a letter and writes down something here, what looks like life at thirty? Then she writes,
Under at thirty
Countless mistakes
Brave and coward behavior
Made many friends
Love and faith
The cold weather does not make sense
You were not wearing warm clothing even though the weather was cold
At thirty
Failure and luck
Many dreams
Some naysayers and hater
Eliminate some negative thoughts and people in your life
Suddenly decisions
Believe and hate
You are only one
Good luck!
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